I actually know how you are feeling. I did not go on a date until I was 20. I understand you are going to do this experiment and it may sound like a good idea but all experiments have to have a constant. The experiment is flawed. 20 girls may all think you are attractive or 20 girls may not. The guys you choose maybe all unattractive but hot to you. You see? I used to be all about that. I still struggle because of the media and how beauty is portrayed. There is not a standard like if you have dark hair you are good looking...some women like blondes. I think if you're pics got high ratings that it depends on your mood. That is a secret they don't tell you in modeling. I find men who are confident are more attractive even if they are unattractive. Hope this helps.
Of course there will be consent with the experiment, lol. Im going to be paying them and the males will ALL be aware that they are being rated.
Im getting a tinted window and sitting each male down. Each of the females, one by one, will rate the males. Two of the males will be plain, one very ugly, and one handsome
I know i sound crazy but you have no idea how much this is ruining my life's quality NO IDEA. ive never been unhappy and this "confusion" is eating me alive.
Everytime i talk to a girl i always wonder that she may be thinking "look at this guy, he actually thinks he has a shot with me! Ah i wish that ugly son of a ***** would leave, i dont even want to be seen with him!"
I know all girls arent that shallow but i cant help it.
If i turn out to be "damn ugly" ill accept it and move on and maybe date an ugly girl. But moving on without knowing is impossible. If i turn out to be plain, ill go after plain janes. And if i turn out to be cute, well then ill be a smiling mother****er.
So any situation is better than anxiously sitting there and being scared about what a girl thinks of your face.