Socializing with myself
Join Date: Oct 2011
Location: New York, Flushing
Language: Created my own language for context
I think of temper as a self defense mechanism, because people all my life treated me so badly, that it triggers me to protect myself based on how I react to people crappy robotic behavior.
I got suspended from elementary school for two months, because my classmates always conspire with one another to steal my lunch money, my snacks from my bookbag, and my personal items. I tried telling my teachers, but they didn't believe me. I ended up stabbing one of my classmates with a scissor in the head. Then the school switches my class, and I ended up getting left back in first grade.
When I was in middle school my classmates would find ways to get me into trouble in class, and they provoke me to throw a desk. I ended up getting suspended from school for one day, because the math teacher said that I hit him with the desk or throw the desk in class. The math teacher said to the dean that I was a quiet student to the dean, so I spent the whole day missing out my classes in detention.
I had another math teacher who was paranoid by my behavior, she would just call the dean on me.
The last day of fifth grade, my teacher kicked me out of class, because my classmates ganged up on me and started throwing punches at me for no reason. The same teacher who got angry at my grammar and wrote that my grammar is poor on my report card.
I have to say that the people got reprogrammed by the A. I Computers and the High Authority NSA software engineers to provoke me in class. No matter how many times I try to explain myself to the dean about my classmates behavior, the dean didn't believe me. My classmates behavior and communication are repetitive and mindless. Everyday I went to school nervous and traumatized.
Never had a career, never had an income, never had a girlfriend, regardless of how many times I tried. The people have the same mentality, perception and belief about me since I was a child. The people behavior and communication induces my social anxiety and depression.
The A.I Computers/NSA engineers use a computational intelligence system to design a mentality by translating key information/cryptographic keys into thoughts, logic, and emotions that are fake to manage humanity 24/7.