first time i have cried in a year

Because of SA. I moved to a new school last year in september and all I have ever gotten was people trying to talk to me, girls trying to flirt with me, guys trying to get to know me. Here I am, 7 months later, with no friends except for the extremely nerdy kids who I only sit with at lunch. Im a junior in hs. I have never really felt depressed about SA before until now. Until now I never really thought about my social life. I always said that I could be places if i wanted. Now i finally realize that except for a few kids, im not comfortable around anyone. Im so sad right now...