Nearly everyone is you for a few months, so you don't feel as self conscious like you have always been for a long time. Now that's over. I get the feeling. Although I won't necessarily feel sad about it, since it is a pandemic and all.
But it's sad realizing that others have been living my life for just a week and are already venting about how torturing it feels. It kind of gives myself a reality check. Though lockdown here isn't over yet.
The truth is strictly what the ones in power perceives it to be.
Enjoy any good things, even the little and menial ones, as you will never know what impending distresses could descend upon you in a moment.