I feel it everyday. And sometimes it is even worse
I don't have anyone to love, even to have sex with
I used to be lonely, upset with it but I don't know why there was someone ask me out to go to crowded places, I rejected
I have a big debt and I don't know when I can save enough money to travel. Money and work, problem to me too
I used to play video games at days off. But everything seems fading away, not interested in anything any more. I don't know how to keep me alive in this society
I obsessed with my appearance, always feel insecure and can't speak in front of crowd
Sorry for talking all about myself. I just wake up from sleep at mid night and have a terrible feeling, lonely, empty and scared. I just want to write it down here. But I also feel for you. Good luck.