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Dreamed of dying


On my seventeenth birthday, October 6th, a few days ago, I woke up at 3:30 AM, paralyzed with fear. I had never experienced this before. I died in my dream. It was absolutely the most unpleasant experience I have EVER been through because, it seemed very real, when I knew that I was dreaming, and thought like "I can't wait till I share this with someone" but then things turned different. Simultaneously dying during a tragic car crash down a hill, the view started fading white and eventually, I was shifted into a very dark room where I was told by some entities that it is over and I will never go back to where things used to be. I thought I was done. It made me start thinking, worrying, about the things I had done, the people I had offended and wronged. I needed a second chance so bad.

Having known it was only a dream, after waking up horror-struck, I don't know whether or not should I really be concerned. I know I'm bad, I'm a bad person. I'm not afraid of death, because it's inevitable. I'm more concerned of what's or who's coming along with it. I'm just not ready to die...

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