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No. I don't like it but I don't hate it either. I guess I'm indifferent.

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I'll try to keep my reply simplistic but when it comes down to it... yes. I don't post in bulk on this website anymore but I believe some of my previous posts can attest to the notion that I hate this world.

I believe that there is just so much more humans could achieve if we actually wanted to but we don't because we are comfortable living within the pits of mediocrity. World hunger, crime, housing et cetera; all could be solved if we really wanted to but we don't because of money and politics. Don't get me wrong. I'm not a socialist by any means and I get the pitfalls of trying to implement the socialist style of governance especially here in the US. I just don't think capitalism is all good if you catch my drift. We care more about satiating our lust for money than anything else and even in death, there is money to be made. Sad reality.

When it comes to relationships with people, I just can't really feel much of anything with anyone. Even with people whom are trying to be nice with me something just feels off or missing; not real. No interaction I have with others truly feels genuine so that is how I know something is wrong we me internally. It's funny. I'm not much of a people person to begin with. I enjoy my solitude but that innate desire in all of us to have some sort of social interaction claws at me much like a lion claws at a gazelle. It's a palpable desire and it sometimes hurts to know that I will never have relationships.

Today, March 21st, is my birthday and last night before midnight, I was lamenting my existence in an unhealthy way. Another year gone and another year of depressive thoughts shrouding my existence. Another year of being a failure both socially and career-wise. I was in a bad place last night. This morning, I feel slightly better but I know that this feeling is all that is left for me.

Well. I leave it there. I've had to quell my response already and if I don't stop now, I'll write a novel. Do I hate this world? Yes.


First of all happy late birthday.

I agree with you on social issues and I don't think that there's much to be done because the people in positions of power and influence are completely evil. They hate us. And as a result they will continue to destroy humanity especially modern civilization how their ruining us with technology is a crime against humanity.

In regards to people I think most people in this world aren't worth my damn time or energy but I do believe that there are a few people worth living for and I believe it's our job to find them. No matter what we've been through were all still capable of connecting with others so I believe you can too.


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I hate how I have one short life in the whole history of the universe to live which is rapidly approaching it's end as is everybody else's and yet I'm tethered on an extremely short leash to a job and endless bills. I don't get to explore the world and do what I want to do because my whole purpose apparently consists of how many hours I can put into being at work and giving other people my money.

Perhaps economically it must be this way, still doesn't stop me on an individual level getting deeply miserable and depressed about the whole situation.

I also hate how I'm reliably and consistently someone who doesn't nothing other that procrastinate. I don't create anything, I don't so anything, I have no capacity for grit and determination and for learning... I simply exist no matter how intentioned I am to change this thus far in my life this is the person I've been.
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I do hate the world, but why I hate the world is a very complicated question. i have way more sympathy and love for animals and it isn't even close. I have little to no empathy for humans and i am not proud of that. I think it comes from putting all your faith in friends or relationships that were essential for my well-being and happiness and in each case, the people ditching me on the side of the road and never talking to me again without any thought as if I never existed. I think or know that people are users. Even in a marriage, which to me is not some huge indicator of a solid relationship, all a marriage is or relationship or friendship is a form of using the other person. One person could be using someone for money. One person could be using someone just so they are not alone, one could use someone who tells a lot of idiotic jokes that make them smile. When your jokes run out, or you can't perform in the bedroom the same way, or you are no longer fun to be around, or the next person comes along with the shiny new personality or 6-pack or convertible or connections or whatever, you will be abandoned. If it takes 3 months or 20 years, you will eventually be, just no avoiding it
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I hate how I have one short life in the whole history of the universe to live which is rapidly approaching it's end as is everybody else's and yet I'm tethered on an extremely short leash to a job and endless bills. I don't get to explore the world and do what I want to do because my whole purpose apparently consists of how many hours I can put into being at work and giving other people my money.

Perhaps economically it must be this way, still doesn't stop me on an individual level getting deeply miserable and depressed about the whole situation.

I also hate how I'm reliably and consistently someone who doesn't nothing other that procrastinate. I don't create anything, I don't so anything, I have no capacity for grit and determination and for learning... I simply exist no matter how intentioned I am to change this thus far in my life this is the person I've been.
it's all about perspective and socialisation.

you have been conditioned to live this way. you could easily be a vagabond, traveling the world without any belongings and keeping yourself alive by eating plants and hunting/trapping animals. meanwhile, you can do anything you want. except of course, everything that requires payola will be off-limits to you. you'll likely receive no health care, you won't have access to any vehicles or clothing and your life will likely revolve around gathering nutrients and securing drinkable water.

unless of course you have very flexible morals and you are open to exploiting the System by stealing, selling stuff on the black market or becoming a digital nomad (aka capitalist-in-hippie-clothing).

there are hippie communes around the world tho, i guess you could try that as well. that way your life will be at least on an Amish level of comfort, or something.

they are wretched, these Cosmic Scales....

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Certainly won't miss it when it is my time to go. Call it what you want.

However, nonetheless, I do like exploring it once you look past the people and their bullsh^t. I've been to three continents, and I can only hope if I will ever get to experience something like going outer space someday.


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Escape


When I feel I start hating people around me and feel sick of the routine, I try to escape and find a couple of hours to spend alone with literally NOBODY around.
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