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So what would make a positive difference in your life ? Do you even know ?






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So what would make a positive difference in your life ? Do you even know ?
Sure. I could give you a huge list. Not having to worry about being homeless would be a nice start. But my problems are so big there's really only one solution at this point. And nobody's going to help me with that.

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So what would make a positive difference in your life ? Do you even know ?
I know what would make a huge difference for me - just for the anxiety to go away.

I can handle everything else - the mania etc is nothing compared to the anxiety. That's what really ****s you're life right up.
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I know what would make a huge difference for me - just for the anxiety to go away.

I can handle everything else - the mania etc is nothing compared to the anxiety. That's what really ****s you're life right up.
So.. you're telling me that mania is more manageable than this? That is madness. I think I'd rather be anxious than depressed however. That is sadness.
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the the person in front of 'em!

who they are. what they mean to 'em.

i adverse to that

maybe some sixth sense of they are worthless? fiend? threat? enemy? vile?

humans are deeply addicted to humans. their FRIENDS!

luv..! & all else! infatuated? just flocks. no knowledge about what a piece of dirt is... scientists do no exist? metallurgy? brick, stone? chemicals?

life is about people. producing infants. an animalistic life. parenthood. munny? holidayz. luxury. look at a screen: TV, movies. just humans. their bodies. their voice, singing, shouting? i hate all if it so much. i just their enemy

i want a TV channel which has NO HUMANS! not saying YOU.. if You were if wanted.. this or that.

i need a life without humans. they all have such a prosperous life being paid to act and speak to cameras!! no telecomms should exist. no phone. all from far away! FAKE! upfront reality! life was like that before. in same place with people.
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Sure. I could give you a huge list. Not having to worry about being homeless would be a nice start. But my problems are so big there's really only one solution at this point. And nobody's going to help me with that.
blue2 just did, caring is helping. What kind of situation you have, are you able to do some things? I don't know anything about your situation so I am hitting blind,maybe web studying as you are able to use internet in sas. Or as you know your situation what small things you could do to help you in long term as fast miracles are rare.Can you have any type of social benefits?

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blue2 just did, caring is helping. What kind of situation you have, are you able to do some things? I don't know anything about your situation so I am hitting blind
I'm aware of truants problems, they're multiple, complex & varied, I think far beyond being fixed by what I or anyone else can say.






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blue2 just did, caring is helping. What kind of situation you have, are you able to do some things? I don't know anything about your situation so I am hitting blind,maybe web studying as you are able to use internet in sas. Or as you know your situation what small things you could do to help you in long term as fast miracles are rare.Can you have any type of social benefits?
Yes, @blue2 is lovely. There are many lovely, supportive people here on SAS. But I need more than a sympathetic ear to keep me from dying alone in a gutter. There's nobody here who can provide the kind of support that I need. That's nobody's fault, that's just the way it is. When I said there was one solution that nobody would help me with I was talking about euthanasia, which, so far as I can see, is my only alternative to homelessness. I don't qualify for disability, because it's impossible to get here. My therapist hasn't made any suggestions at all.

I've spent the last 30 years on self-improvement, trying to avoid ending up exactly where I am right now. Psychology, philosophy, religion, writing, programming. I'm not apathetic, I'm not lazy, and I'm not defeatist. I study and work every single day. I push myself constantly. But I've completely exhausted my own resources. I'm not even going to try to describe all my problems because it would take several thousand words to write them all down. I've done it before, and I always get the same response: "Sorry, that sucks, wish I could help." Nobody can help me.

Some people just have more problems than one person can handle. People like that get ground into dust, no matter what they do.

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Yes, @blue2 is lovely. There are many lovely, supportive people here on SAS. But I need more than a sympathetic ear to keep me from dying alone in a gutter. There's nobody here who can provide the kind of support that I need. That's nobody's fault, that's just the way it is. When I said there was one solution that nobody would help me with I was talking about euthanasia, which, so far as I can see, is my only alternative to homelessness. I don't qualify for disability, because it's impossible to get here. My therapist hasn't made any suggestions at all.

I've spent the last 30 years on self-improvement, trying to avoid ending up exactly where I am right now. Psychology, philosophy, religion, writing, programming. I'm not apathetic, I'm not lazy, and I'm not defeatist. I study and work every single day. I push myself constantly. But I've completely exhausted my own resources. I'm not even going to try to describe all my problems because it would take several thousand words to write them all down. I've done it before, and I always get the same response: "Sorry, that sucks, wish I could help." Nobody can help me.

Some people just have more problems than one person can handle. People like that get ground into dust, no matter what they do.

Why you are homeless? If you are able to work and all so maybe move to a different city or country to work on? Are you able to move after home and work?

No, I don't speak English and that is a secret of my happiness!
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