Join Date: Dec 2016
Location: Melbourne, Australia
I have an extreme fear that I'm going to die soon. For the last 10 years I've led an extremely unhealthy lifestyle (I'm a complete addict). As you say, I'm 30 but I feel like I'm 80, I've been through so much and it's just taken its toll on me. I agree too, there's no way I would ever bring kids into this world (first I'd actually have to have a GF, ha!). Seriously this is a cruel cruel world, reality is a *****, and there's no way I'd want to see an innocent soul grow up in this deep dark world and god forbid end up like me. I don't want to die, I don't want to live. I just want my existence erased from the fabric of time, complete annilihation.
“You say that I am a king. For this purpose I was born and for this purpose I have come into the world—to bear witness to the truth. Everyone who is of the truth listens to my voice.” - John 18:37.