Join Date: Jul 2006
Location: NewBerry,South Carolina
At this point, i really don't care if they are jerks or not. To be honest you really can't trust anybody...male or female. Thats why its soo hard to let my guard down.
I think what brought on these lonely feelings all of a sudden...is this guy i've been talking to for the past week. We talk on the phone everynight for about 3 or 4 hours max. I've never been able to talk to anybody like this before. Hes got a good head on his shoulders,very blunt,outgoing,honest,laid-back,funny,wise,spirtual,understanding, and just overall a gentlemen...although he is a big flirt,likes to drink every now and then, and smokes cigarettes(which i hate).
Anyway....he has been KINDA making me realize that i do need somebody and its not right to isolate yourself. He gives me confidence. Its scary as hell. These feelings are new to me.