Before googling yesterday
I didn't even know what "Gelotophobia" (the fear of laughter) was, reading some posts on this forum I realized that more people had this problem. I thought my autism and schizophrenia was to blame.
I have had this my whole life (I always had a *****y life), then my life got better (for about 1-2 years
) and it suddenly became very reduced, the staring games, wtf you looking at? and especially the laughing/giggling/smirking.
Then my life returned to shi* again, now it is full blown again!
I realize when I'm around people (especially 20 something bit**es and teens) my face becomes tense, I fear their laughter and they do laugh, very embarrassing having my few friends point it out to me as well.
I believe a lot of folks can't change their *****Y life...
So, is it possible to completely change ones resting face?