Socializing with myself
Join Date: Oct 2011
Location: New York, Flushing
Language: Created my own language for context
When I was teenager people called me old man or they think I'm sus. Near the time about to graudate Highschool, the teachers at my school started calling me Mister with my name. My father's girlfriend family ganged up on me one day calling me a big grown a^^ man, and telling me to get my own place and a job? But at the time I was one month from graudating Highschool to get my diploma. The people have the same attuide about me at the time.
I was a person who depended on myself a lot as a child, and this also includes my thoughts. I was always an outcast in school, because no one knows how to interact with me due to their mentality. My teachers, classmates and parents saw my behavior as abnormal and words as unintelligent/weird. I was placed into special ed classes and speech programs, because of the attuide of my teachers.
From what I learn on my on.
An adult is a person who is socially dependent, because human beings depend on one another to receive a job, sex, knowledge, money, entertainment, food, surgery, and housing. Society thinks that independent people can create their own money, knowledge, fun activities, job, and medicine. When people have to depend on the doctor for health checkups, because the education system never teaches them about their health.
If people think that their independent, then they're not able to keep their sanity in check, because the people mentality can have a social impact on society way of behaving. Not good at all. This forces people to want to hurt people, sell drugs, harm themselves, do porn jobs, steal, and isolate themselves/hikikomori style.
Never had a career, never had an income, never had a girlfriend, regardless of how many times I tried. The people have the same mentality, perception and belief about me since I was a child. The people behavior and communication induces my social anxiety and depression.
The A.I Computers/NSA engineers use a computational intelligence system to design a mentality by translating key information/cryptographic keys into thoughts, logic, and emotions that are fake to manage humanity 24/7.