Yesterday is just another day.

The day at least has the possibility of going well.

1/3 of my short story done. You can do this, trooper.

Find something and be passionate about it.

you will eventually die, I'll make sure you do.

HMmm I can be happy still

dont type about it, be about it.

feeling good agenda for the day

- doctor, get new meds
- visit family and be cheery ole me
- exercise while its still light (no more midnight stuff)
- finish this jar of peanutbutter
- ???
- lets go

I put forth more effort today, which is something I should be proud of. The more I keep at it, hopefully I'll become more effective.

We are a thin crust of life clinging to a ball of magma floating around a ball of fire at just the right distance to allow the formation of life, This star we call Sol is but one of 300 billion stars in the Milkyway galaxy, which is only one of 500 billion possible galaxies in the known universe. we are so small and insignificant, all our daily worries and struggles, they are so minute, infinitesimally small and in-detectable as to not even be here at all.... nothing actually matters.

Just keeping my head up

I will live :d

(Trying to post one thing here every day)
I have the whole day and living room to myself.

Ey, listen up, Billeh.

It's time you've come to grips that this world isn't perfect. There's nothing in this world that is absolute and isn't fickle, fragile, or breakable. Love, friendship, kindness, or whatever. The important thing is acceptance. It's all about accepting the flow, the circle, and the shortcomings of life that makes everything worth it and that much more special.

Things will get better, even if its all a mess now

i love my dogs

I could probably be good at something and win first prize. hehe

It's not so bad after all

discipline is everything. indulgence must always be countered by denial. my fixation on discipline makes me stronger, happier, healthier person. it improves my focus. i make rules for myself that are fair and they help me to live my best , to work and take care of myself in the best way possible. when i follow these rules i am proud in myself. i feel happier not because i am kinder to myself when i break these rules, but became i make the rules more fair. i dont drink. i do all my readings for class and i take good notes. i study whenever i need, and in my leisure time i read novels. i dont drink or shop a lot. my austerity makes other people admire me, and it helps fill the void that was inside me for a long time.

please my Lord and Saviour, help me to be disciplined and live in according to Your Will. You are the only one whose opinion matters to me. it doesnt matter what anyone thinks of me as long as You love me.

Time to quit putting things off and wasting time. I'm going to make a doctors appointment tomorrow and talk about the anxiety, as it's holding me back in several aspects of life. Need to get my life back on track before I dig this hole any deeper. Change begins tomorrow, for real.

I'm going to start prepping for this job interview. If I get it, I will be one of the top 5,000,000 happiest people in the world.