I really like this thread. Raw honesty.
OK so some stuff I've got to do:
Help around the house a lot more. I'm better than I used to be but still it's not nearly enough considering all the free time I have, and that I don't have the excuse of being depressed anymore.
Go somewhere, anywhere, every day. Take the dogs out, play guitar, listen to music maybe. But get out of the house.
Visit my grandpa every now and then. Maybe the best way is simply to tag along when my mom goes see him.
Listen to the news on the radio so I know what's going on.
Seriously cut down on my smoking.
Exercise. I don't have a weight problem and don't care much about muscle tone, but I am pretty unhealthy. I do some physical work every now and then and that's when I notice it the most. I hate working out though, always have. This bit?
Originally Posted by Alleviate Suffering
I am one of those strange people who enjoys exercise when I go out and do it, especially if there is a competitive element involved. But because of my stupid depression and anxiety riddled brain I just don't feel up to it a lot of the time. So it's basically a case of forcing myself to do something I will actually enjoy, which probably sound pretty stupid but there you go.
It seems like a superpower to me. Probably the best choice for me is to ride the bike. Which would also mean I'm outside. Two birds, one stone. (Where are all these psychos killing birds with rocks?) (Actually, I hear all kinds of **** people do to dogs and other animals often, so scratch that.)
Learn more songs on guitar.
Clean my desktop computer, since my brother is willing to pay for its repair as long as it isn't ridiculously expensive.
Put pen to paper again.
Figure out and inform myself on what I'm gonna do next year.
That's it for now. There's more I could list but no. OP, how are you doing? You sticking to it?