What age did you first feel depressed?
I was in elementary school probably when it first hit. I was alone and bullied quite a bit and did feel suicidal. People commented on my low self esteem, and that was around the time when I first saw a psychologist at the school (who wasn't much of a help unfortunately). So I'd say about 11 years of age. Then it lingered off and on throughout school years and still does until today.
"It's a gift to exist, and with existence comes suffering. There's no escaping that."