I take too many benzos, and cut my wrist with a razor. I try to do it minimally, especially during summer. Unfortunately, it's goddamn July, and I got a little carried away.
I'm also restricting my calories, and I'm at an underweight BMI at the moment. There's a lot going on in my life emotionally, and I'm very fearful, and I noticed I was having trouble controlling my food intake, which I normally monitor more- so I decided to go strict for five days. It's not healthy, but it makes me feel like I can handle my emotions, or something.
Now I have to put a ton of foundation on my wrist for a presentation tomorrow, because if I keep wearing an arm band around my wrist at work people will start talking....oy.
//they値l clap when you die
they値l love you when you池e dead
and they値l understand
and you値l be forgiven then//