Questioning my love for family
Every year that goes by I'm becoming more and more withdrawn from life. My family always wants to see me/spend time with me but I turn them down because inside I really have no desire to. Makes me feel bad because they have good hearts and they don't deserve to be treated like this. It's like I've lost my ability to feel that family connection over time. I could go for months on end without seeing them and be fine. I'm thinking it's the depression that zapped it all away, I have no idea how to get it back.