problems with lying
I have a problem with lying instinctively. And I'm not just talking about big lies and lying for selfish and cowardly reasons, although I do that too. Sometimes I find myself lying about stupid things like what I ate for lunch, watched on TV, or movies I've seen before. I have no idea why I do it, and it doesn't make people think any better of me, but it comes naturally.
I admit that I'm actually pretty good at it, and for every 500 lies I tell I'm usually only caught in one. I hate doing it though. I waste a huge amount of time concocting fake explanations for something I did, and then worrying whether people will believe me or not. One day I'm going I'm going to screw up when I'm caught in a huge lie.