Join Date: Nov 2004
Location: A junkyard full of false starts
BDD: Watching yourself on video?
I have never watched myself on video and never could. I don't think I'll ever end up married, but if I do I don't want anyone recording it and if anyone did I would never watch it. Watching a video of myself would be like this ridiculously freakish and painful thing. Yet I look at myself in the mirror every single day when I get dressed, shave brush my teeth and comb my hair. I can look at myself in the mirror- and it's not too bad. But just the thought of watching myself on video really frightens me. Its like it would be total confirmation of my freakishness and how different I am from every one else.
Anyone else like this?
This is your life and it's ending one minute at a time.