Originally Posted by Persephone The Dread
I need drugs, legal and non prescription.preferably. Alcohol seems like a bad idea for now, too indiscreet. Should probably make a thread asking for recomendations and effects and such.
Also as previously noted/implied dicks are terrible. As are UK drug laws.
If I decided to kill myself and send a message simultaneously it's hard to know which one to focus on - **** drug laws, **** therapy, dicks, that woman that guy mentioned who probably died giving themselves an orchi because the NHS failed them and then they didn't hear from them again after they said they were going to do that, etc.
Yep that about sums up today. And actually much of the last few months.
@Persephone The Dread
I don't know whether you saw this the first time round as a Mod took it down.
for moving my post here instead
What sort of effects are you looking for? There are easy to aquire prescription drugs used for anxiety that can be gotten easily enough through legitimate online pharmacies. If you're interested in knowing more then feel free to PM me. As I understand it there is a legal loophole so ordering those drugs is not illegal. I've been doing it for years and never had any issues.
Then there is the Dark Web of course. I can't advise you on exactly how to aquire drugs from there, although downloading TOR is easy enough and the place to start. There are various step-by-step guides online, some on YouTube too last time I looked a few months ago, you'll need to create a bitcoin or similar cryptocurrency account in order to buy the goods. I don't know how to do this but it should be fairly straightforward for someone of your intelligence to figure it out.
What do you mean by this "Also as previously noted/implied dicks are terrible" ?
I can only speak for myself of course but I'm fairly fond of mine :P Granted, I'd rather have a vagina so that I could experience multiple orgasms but I'm glad I don't have to deal with PMT, periods, and the risk of pregnancy. No penis ever cured SA of course, although if used well in the right circumstances it can certainly bring a lot of joy and happiness to two people engaged in sexy hugging and the like. The afterglow can boost one's self-esteem and self-confidence for several days afterwards, although you're correct in stating that it's no cure.
Finally, I'm sorry to read that you've clearly been having such a rough few months recently. I have a very liberal attitude towards suicide, especially when one hasn't any dependents that they created and are responsible for helping to navigate the trials and tribulations of life.
That said, it would be a damn shame for you to leave this mortal coil many years before your biological functions breakdown and irrepairably disable you. I for one, and I expect many others, would greatly miss your contribution to this forum. Furthermore, you're blessed with a high degree of intelligence, this should hopefully make navigating and separating the snake-oil salesmen from those with genuinely helpful substances and advice to relieve your suffering easier than your average retard.
If you leave us, who else is going to post hilarious porno quotes in the 18+ section of the forum? Where would we discover obscure and enjoy outright weird music videos? Your witty and insightful comments often offer an unconvential take on things. You don't descriminate against new members either and will happily engage with them despite being a SAS veteran, this place needs more people with that attitude. Anyway, I can't think of many other ways off the top of my head of demonstrating that I appreciate your contribution, other than to remind you that my sentiments have been shared by many other members on here and if you were to leave us in the most permanent way possible you would be dearly missed by many of us.