Join Date: Apr 2018
Language: Arabic - English
New, Available drug is a game changer for SA.
Hello SAS forum, A bit longer than a year ago I visited this website quite regularly, But I've stopped since then and I'm here now because I've experimented with something that has been very helpful to me and thought this might help someone.
So a bit of background, I'm 20, male, I've had social anxiety for as long as I can remember, And I've had chronic depression for more than 7 years. SA has undoubtedly ruined my life and made me miserable. I've been suicidal and used to cut myself which I'm not proud of, And I'm an educated drug user, Or that's how I like to think of myself.
I've experimented with a lot of drugs, Opioids, Benzodiazepines, Psychedelics, GABA-ergics like alcohol and Phenibut, Stimulants, Kratom, The whole package.
What I'm here to talk about is a novel psychoactive substance called 3-MeO-PCP (3-methoxy-phencyclidine), Which is a research chemical, That means it has very limited history of human use, And falls into a grey area legally.
This is why I'm posting this, To contribute to the literature around this substance so future researchers know how this substance can be useful. I would not advice any individuals to try this themselves unless they understand the risks and are experimented with altered states of consciousness.
It's been a month since I started self-medicating with it, A single small dose of 3-MeO-PCP worked better for social anxiety than any of the substances that I have mentioned earlier, And the anxiety inhibiting effects lasted for 3-4 days afterwards. Made me want to get things done, Over weeks I picked my entire life up, Fixed my guitar, Cleaned my room, Started working, Paid late university fees, Started attending classes for the first time this year since the course began in October. Continued learning Russian. Talked to my parents and my brother, My old friends, All of whom I haven't spoken to in months because of depression. I can also feel like myself when I'm around people.
I can interact normally instead of obsessing about what everyone is thinking of me, Or being delusional that someone is trying to make fun of me. For a week after a single use I feel like I'm finally my normal self, My real character which I could never share with anyone but myself and very close friends. I'm also pretty sure that those effects continue for more than a week, But I use again after that so I don't know for sure. Those effects should be distinguished from the drug induced high, The intoxication itself lasts 4 hours max.
What is even better is that the drug has low physical addiction potential -which is different from psychological addiction, Which this drug has moderate-high potential with- So it's different from benzodiazepines and phenibut which can cause horrible withdrawals, And even lead to death in the case of benzos -like xanax-
Searching for something that doesn't exist.