Nardil turning me into a monster
Howdy folks, I have been on 60mg of Nardil for the past 8 and a half weeks. I’ve gone from being a shy, anxious nerd to a stud with balls of steel. I’ve gotten a pay raise at work, I’ve had girlfriends now and even had a threesome! I can casually and effortlessly get numbers as well as a bunch of Tinder matches and I feel zero fear around the opposite sex. However, I am becoming increasingly sociopathic and brave/outgoing to the point of stupidity. I have gotten in verbal fights with neighbors, insulted my co-workers, and I’ve made my girlfriend cry multiple times. I’ve become a humongous douchebag.
It has made me incredibly bloated and fat but that has made no difference in my level of confidence and strangely enough girls, even very attractive ones, check me out and approach me to a degree that they never did even when I was way more fit. It’s like I exude confidence and that negates any lack of a chiseled body.
It’s worth noting how Nardil and weed interact with regards to my behavior and personality. When I smoke a little weed I become empathetic, kind, and grateful. However, when I smoke a lot of weed I become an emotionless, selfish, and manipulative psychopath; I literally feel an “evil” presence in my consciousness.
Should I quit Nardil? It has made me the man I wanted to be, but has also unleashed a ****ing devil.