Mad at my mom
So my mom always uses working and being too tired as an exscuses to not go to any prenatal appointments with, just recently she didnt go to my baby shower because she said she didnt like her family.
It turned out great tbh.
Then there's a neighbor girl that lives below us and my mom is not only gonna take off work to help plan her shower but be present there too.
It honestly makes me feel some way and she keeps going on about how lucky I am and ****.that i have her support.... But she wont be present for any of these special moments. Im also gonna be a single parent as well... So i needed her ans she wasn't there. Always hiding behind working ans ****.
If she misses the birth Im erasing her number out of the phone and im just moving on plain and simple.
Ive tried to be understanding but if you can make it to someone else's baby shower and not your own daughter's...thats ****ed up.
Even my graduation she missed and i just waited 2 hours to be picked up.
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