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I don't know what I'm trying to gain by posting again, because I'm not gonna start talking about things that happened two years ago, and I don't think Ima start complaining. But I know there's somebody who remembers me, and who has read maybe one of my posts. I would put a smile up, but it's just not my style haha...

I think that I talk here, post here, whatever word you want to use, because I don't have someone to release my deepest thoughts to, so to speak...

But, life still sux. Life is always gonna suck no matter how happy I am, because I'll never forget about how bad life can really be, even when you got things that people would literally die for. It's amazing to me that life can be so unsatisfactory when you have pretty much everything, but when your not satisfied with yourself, so the story goes...

I still dream. Basketball probably won't ever be what I've imagined. I did finish my season with 18 points and 13 rebounds a game, which pleases me because I never played highschool. School grades are going alright...

About social anxiety, I still don't believe in the phenomenon because I just don't. Why should I? I'm American, I have a choice. But I still technically have it. I believe in things like, 2 + 2 = 4, because the evidence is behind it. Like oranges, I believe an orange is the color orange, because I can look at that and see it. Then all this mental bull ****, it's all jargon to me, I don't believe everything I read unless it's plain sight. Anxiety is real though, just the stigma of social anxiety is what I don't believe...

But, life sucks dude, I'm just tryna live and not be afraid of anything. I don't like being afraid, it's not a good feeling...

And that's it, feel free to post anything, bye...

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I'd like to wake up one morning and be completely free of all my setbacks. I'd like to walk out the door and not fear a damn thing, although some fear is what keeps me in line. I never asked to be one of the many to go through life so lifeless. I really don't want to be in the same position five years from now, never have achieved anything, even just the smallest of tasks. I feel your thoughts.

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Thanks...

I know, I just want to be happy at the end of everything. It's like no matter how much I do or don't have, that doesn't really effect my happiness. But I mean, I feel what your saying too. That's why I feel I have to keep my grades level, cause I don't want to be doing the same **** forever. Thanks for the reply...

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