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I never would have thought years ago that I'd post such depressing things about myself on a public forum.
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It alternates between nothingness and excruciating pain. Right now excruciating pain.

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It alternates between nothingness and excruciating pain. Right now excruciating pain.
....In your mind no matter how far fetched or you feel out of your reach is there anything that would make the nothingness something, or ease the pain of existence, I'd feel the same mostly but my job keeps me somewhat motivated to keep trying for my families sake, even though I know it's mostly an exercise in futility, even though it's painful, I don't want to bail out of life early in case I have a soul that misses some point Its supposed to learn I guess.






And all our yesterdays have lighted fools the way to dusty death
Out, out, brief candle! Life's but a walking shadow,
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....In your mind no matter how far fetched or you feel out of your reach is there anything that would make the nothingness something, or ease the pain of existence, I'd feel the same mostly but my job keeps me somewhat motivated to keep trying for my families sake, even though I know it's mostly an exercise in futility, even though it's painful, I don't want to bail out of life early in case I have a soul that misses some point Its supposed to learn I guess.
Yes one thing possibly. Completely out of reach.

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Yes one thing possibly. Completely out of reach.
...Well I guess it's something, little glimmers of hope is what keeps most people going 🙂






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...Well I guess it's something, little glimmers of hope is what keeps most people going 🙂
It's not really something I'm hopeful about, not going to go into any details but more like something that used to make me happy I guess. What keeps me going is mostly distractions.

I'm not really hopeful about anything.

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