Weird avoidance thing and anxiety about job
I have been on vacation for the last few days. The place we are staying at has a pool. For the first few days, it was mostly empty. Today it was busy, and I just didn't want to go in. I felt like people would watch me. I had no problem at the public pool near my house or the lake. I just got a job. I am excited about having money, but I am terrified. I am so awkward and bad with people. I am just so terrified. Social anxiety really sucks. I was fine years ago. I feel like I did something to make this happen. It's just so awful.
God bless you