Do you have a support system?
I don't really. I feel that everyone just see the bad in me.
I thought I had my mum but she probably talk bad about me behind my back and pretend to be nice to me.
Recently I heard her talking to a friend and obviously her friend asked her if her children are married. I heard her say who would be attracted to me/want me.
That cut so deep. I know I'm ugly. But she said it like as if I'm a horrible person as well.
That is why I struggle with self worth so much! I've contemplated suicide multiple times.
People never stand up for me. My only friend doesn't even support me. I find that I can't tell her about certain things.