Social Anxiety is fear of doing something "Wrong" in social situations?
my actions as a child had NO pre-determined thought before the action, the action was true and sincere
growing up, influences around me like my family, friends, bullies, teachers, television, magazines would put ideas into my head of their proper way to act around other humans
these outside messages of how to act eventually lead me to the point where all my actions became pre-determined and overly thought out from past knowledge i gained
past knowledge aka memories have many scenarios around other humans labeled "wrong" or painful and all of this comes together to form anxiety around humans because theres so many RULES to follow