I feel like i am in a rut aswell, because i know where am at, while its ok, is far less than where i should be. I am very ambitious, and i know that i am not using my talents to thier full extent. I know that my SA has really slowed down my energy, drive and motivation throughout my life.
I would suggest to you that you start trying to fix the biggest glaring problem, your SA... therapy, books, drugs... whatever. this site is great first step, just make sure its not your last.
suspect goes by the Alias "SA" accused of grand theft --UN--