from our pub in woods home after M&D coastal hotel like THE Shining... age 2-3
loss of all public school
different junior school, same county
should naturally adapting to new friendset
not easy... alienated a tiny bit
common interests of building R/C car racing.. age 10. video games & bikes
music best link
I was one of those kids who cried when my parents dropped me off at preschool and it hasn't improved one bit. This crap is part of my DNA. When did you guys peak?
I don't remember preschool so much, but I know that I cried a lot during elementary school. I was so unpopular. Always picked last for sports, no one approached me almost ever. (except for this one guy who later ended up to be kind of a douchebag anyway so...) I admit I was kind of a sore loser, but I think it was due to really bad self-esteem at the time. Didn't have a single friend in school. Just never... properly learned how to make one. Okay sure I'd talk with a few other kids, but they always made fun of me. It's pretty clear that they were looking down on me the whole time because I was this socially awkward "loser".
Fast forward to age 28. It still hasn't exactly gotten better. I still have a nearly impossible time with making friends. I don't know what's wrong with me.
I did more than cry on my first day of kindergarten. I waited for my mother to leave and came back out and started walking home. Which tells you a lot. My mother didn't even wait to make sure I was inside before she drove off. Then by the time I was about halfway home she drove back by and took me back. So she was basically one of those parents who saw school as a way to get her kids out of her sight.