Re: Loner, no friends, no social life
Yes agree w/ everyone... I have very little social life and what I do have is only because I have a boyfriend.. who ironically (but on 2nd thought, probably not, why do you think I was attracted to him in the first place) has an outstanding personality - he coudl talk to a tree and it would be friends with him.
I just hate the way I'm so dependent on him. It sucks having to be the person in a relationship who doesn't have their own life.
I only had 1 good friend in HS who was basicallly a horrible person and we had a falling-out senior yr. Then I went to college in Philly and finally got some friends in the last year, but, some friends we are, we don't keep in touch and haven't seen each other since graduation in June.
Living back at home w/ my parents now.. with no friends in town except for 1 that just moved in w/ her bf and has no time for me which is bull****.. so I do nothing after work every day and hang out w/ my bf on the weekends down in Philly. If he is away for the weekend then I have zero life and have to think of ways to spend the daylight hours.
It absolutely sucks b/c I thought that when I got to be 22 I'd have this amazing life w/ a little group of girlfriends that I made at college and would be having the time of my life.. going out having fun, completely forgetting how I was shy as a kid and how I hated HS.
Funny how its the COMPLETE opposite. But I wish it really was funny, it makes me so utterly sad and lonely all of the time...