S.A doesn't have many redeeming features, I'd take a life without s.a much sooner, jeez. When I make a fool of myself it's like I've shattered everything in my life. Today I was thinking how great it would be to go swimming, just something really simple like that makes me feel excited right in my tummy, that smell of chlorine and the changing rooms and all the fun. There's no pressure there.
I don't see anything good about S.A, sometimes I do play it up though. Like when someone stands next to me at the bus stop and I glance sideways at the from beneath my hood, I feel like everyones watching me thinking 'Oh, she's really shy' so I do indulge it but give me normality anyday.
The biggest mistake you can make in life is to be continually afraid of making one-Elbert Hubbard