ignore everyone and everything feel good, talk to people again, feel bad
Lately, I've been off to my own, just going to work, not really talking to anyone, both online and off. Noticed I'm in a better mood, not comparing myself, not wondering what others are doing.
It's odd, part of me wants to be around people and have friends and a girlfriend, but then something like this happens, and it feels wrong, like I'm not supposed to feel like this, as if I'm missing out.
This comes after a fight with one of my friends, who felt I was telling them too much and repeating the same "fears" and "topics" over and over (they have SA as well), dunno it's nice not worrying about this stuff.
Ignorant bliss indeed.
Anyone else get this?
How do you "cope"?