Socializing with myself
Join Date: Oct 2011
Location: New York, Westbury.
The environment is dangerously hard on me from receiving employment, and concentrating on school materials. When I was volunteering in Rego Park senior center, the employees avoided showing me the task that I should do, one of the employees judged my action without carefully thinking it through correctly, where she said "if I ever had a job before" to point out that I'm inexperience to make me show fear in the environment of being out of place.
One of the action that an employee address to me in the Rego Park senior center kitchen, is how I stack the last black crate in the storage room, where it prompt the employee to question my experience with being employed. The employee intention of addressing my action is not human, a professional human being employed in a job would properly informed the volunteer to be careful when stacking the crates, because it can fall or hurt someone, and damage the products rather than questioning the volunteer ever work with people before. A volunteer means an inexperience person trying to acquire skills from volunteering at a particular working environment, where the person is ready to seek out a job related to the field.
Another volunteering task that I took on was a Jewish Community center, where one of the volunteers name Bridgette question me about being employed, the volunteer wanting to lure out more of my personal background of employment to questionly doubt if it ever paid me enough for the reason of being at a Jewish community center for over 3 months. Then another volunteer name flow personally question my employment history, then after telling her my employment background history, few weeks later the volunteer lost respect for me. Flow was occupied with fixing up the front desk, so she took advantage of herself being busy to tell me if I know where the fifth floor is at, so I can bring the mail to the fifth floor. The meaning of flow communication is unusual, she knows that I'm aware of the fifth floor, but she never told me the name of the person who to give the mail to on the fifth floor. This is the reason that I can say the supercomputers using flow to insult me for not being productive enough in the work environment, just as how it made my teachers think I have difficulty grasping concepts incorrectly.
A follow person that my mother knows, who also volunteers in the Jewish community center said "finally, your son did work for once" to my mother, so the emotional phrase can insult my productivity to send a isolated message to convince my mind that I'm not up for being employed around others.
More than one scenario where the people speak after one another mind, as if they're offended of my presence in the environment.
The original poster is reacting to the environment behavior subconsciously, knowing deep within their inner thoughts that the environment isn't naturally in its right settings. The mass environment is polluted with unstable sanity, and they're unaware of their intended actions in social scenarios. As if someone not from the environment is supporting help to the mass environment, without the social agent being conscious of their intent to work socially with others.
I'll edit my post later, I'm using a smartphone that autocorrects me.
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