Most of us are in this boat. I try & try but i just know if i were to get a job i'll become so drained just by the share of anxiety during the days. Of course it gets better eventually but it i just cant seem to be normal. Ive had a job, but thats it, & that was awhile ago.
Like some days ago. Went to the doctor to do some regular check-ups. Have done this for years. But when i went & the doctor started to talk i just sounded so nervous, my voice all shaky & i couldnt even get to ask a simple question that i had thought of before hand. Other than that im also somewhat of a paranoid person. I dont trust people easily at all, for various reasons but im not gonna go in to it, so if i ever had a job id just constantly worry & be so afraid & uncomfortable while not trusting co-workers/employers at all with their underhanded questions, jokes or stuff they do.