I don't believe that i have it. there have been time that i thought that i had it, but i don't think i do.
-I have no prob with social situations, and actually like going out. But when out and around people(even if i know them) i am quiet.
-i can talking in front of a group of people easy, I don't volunteer though.
-I talk to people i don't know, if they are talking to me. I don't volunteer, but can. They were time that i voluntarily started a convo, but it was about something we had in common. I can ask for help if i need it. like in a store, or directions etc.
but i cant get myself to talk to people, they are people i know /met but i cant get myself to talk to them. I want to but cant.
It almost seems like i have a easier time talking to strangers then people i know.
i thought maybe it was avoidant personality disorder.
then, I was thinking i was just a quiet person.
I want to see a professional and i have health insurance and i have free mental health( i hope this would be considered mental health).
the main reason is that i don't want meds for this. and if it isn't SA then they will probally give meds.
But again i don't know.