How's one's esteem? - Social Anxiety Forum
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post #1 of 4 (permalink) Old 02-04-2020, 02:51 AM Thread Starter
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How's one's esteem?

0 or Nil, NULL for me

out now in cold to gym. i look down about myself. best perkiness to attain

how about decreasing? further negative value than ground value? -15?

prior to life peak or during..

as teen.. strong confidence of negativity - scorn, frown at all.? feeling superior. some similarity now at mid age crisis?

grumpy about authority, barricades to my existence

core values. no respect from anyone
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post #2 of 4 (permalink) Old 02-10-2020, 03:14 PM
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My self-esteem is bad, like really bad. I honestly look down on myself so much because I'm seemingly incapable of making friends these days. I really feel like I have almost nothing going for me. I'm not funny, I'm not good at conversations (esp 'gossiping' or small talk) and idk I just don't seem to emit a positive aura because no one smiles when I approach them.
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post #3 of 4 (permalink) Old 02-11-2020, 06:31 PM
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I think mine is actually pretty high for someone with SA and even brain damage. Pretty sure it's only that way because I torture myself mentally and physically untill I have proven to myself that I am mentally and physically (cause it does matter irl) stronger than most people.

I force myself to admit my shortcomings to myself until I can't live with them anymore. It's the only way I can seem to improve my self without developing a massive ego. I learned how to do it mostly by studying spec ops training techniques.
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post #4 of 4 (permalink) Old 02-16-2020, 01:03 PM
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My self esteem isn't bad, it's more so self confidence that I struggle with.

"Though my soul may set in darkness, it will rise in perfect light;
I have loved the stars too fondly to be fearful of the night."
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