Duuuuuuude I know EXACTLY what you mean. I have been through this COUNTless times in the past. The first time it happens you think there is something wrong... then it happens again.... and again.......... and again. You start wondering... is there something wrong with me? Here is the thing... Everybody goes through this and some people deal with it differently. There are certain people who will literally say anything cause they want to socialize. I know deep down we all WANT to socialize, you are just a lot more articulate as to when you come out. You could be the guy that is talking and everyone is listening to. It might take something you really care to talk about, but who cares? Nobody is always 100% sure of everything they are saying. Some people are just more willing to talk... you will find your time you just have to keep trying and working at it man. It's literally the same things as anything else you do in life. Stay on the spiral keep growing.
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“Saruman believes it is only great power that can hold evil in check, but that is not what I have found. I found it is the small everyday deeds of ordinary folk that keep the darkness at bay… small acts of kindness and love.”