I always thought i'd really enjoy being a bike mechanic. I always hated bike shops(most people who go there and work there can be elitist, in my experience) though and because of that have slowly become self reliant for all of my bike work. Thank goodness for the internet for parts. But in a perfect world I think I would have loved it. It's a job people do because they love bikes, and not for the money, although i'm in retail right now not making tons of money either so it wouldn't be that much different. At the very least i'd like to put on a cycling event of some kind. I am great at making great routes and riding them. Organizing volunteers and marketing and parking and permits and insurance etc, etc, not so much. Don't even have a facebook account ffs. But at least I have gotten to a place in my life where just going to an event is no longer a super stressful ordeal. I still get anxiety but most of it is normal race jitters stuff.