Hello everybody. I just signed up and I feel exactly the same way. It's not just a feeling, I know for afact for what ever reason, they turn the other way, they leave, they don't ask me to or invite.....
I feel and I know I'm the kind of person who is honest and kind. I try to go out of my way to do things for people because I truly do not mind. English is not my first language but I speak normally. I feel like I don't fit in 99% of the time and wonder to myself..what is wrong. I start thinking "maybe I should be mean' or get angry because I think too much of it.
I try to wake up and think happy thoughts and focus on my future goals with my business. I'm happy when I think aout it but when I'm at work or whatever...I seem to only attract the people I really don't want to be associated with. I'm nice to everyone and I do have some friends...one or two actual close friends. I seem to make friends when I try but within two visits or even the first, I seem to feel they think me as a castaway or soemthing. Or I may pick up their body language or a something they say to make me believe they don't want to hang out anymore.
Who do I go to in c ase like this? Are there support groups near Carroll County Maryland or West Baltimore?