I went out to buy some groceries today and my mom been wanting to eat at this restaurant because she's craving for the menu there, so I agreed to go there. As we were going to park, I saw someone from my school, he was one of those people who bullied me although what he did was treated me like trash. But most of his friends sexually harassed me, so I don't know if I could ever forgive what happened to me. Then, I told my mom to leave and she always agreed whenever I ask her to when it comes to my past. What upsets me is that I still can't be brave enough to just simply act like they weren't there, I always avoid them, then I cried. I'm done with myself for not getting better, I apologize that this post is just full of negativity. I just wish I could really be okay and live.
Please share with me how to cope with this. I feel like I have lost myself and being aware of it makes me even angrier because I really can't do anything of these memories of what happened to me.
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