Thanks for reading.
I'm pretty unsure of what I'm meant to write here.. so I'm just going to go with it..
In a nut shell, I have no friends and no life. Through out my entiring schooling I was constantly bullied and picked on. I attended 3 different high schools before eventually giving up on education and dropping out in year 11 (ruining my chances of higher education)
I'm sad and depressed all the time and constantly think about suicide. I have no support network (not even my family).
I was molested by my 3rd year teacher, raped by my uncle when I was 9 (my family covered this up, which is why I don't get along with them)
I feel like I'm really loosing my grip on reality and I'm terrified I'm going to kill myself.
I drink to much, smoke to much weed and play computer games as a way of talking to people.
I have a job but I work with tradesmen (admin) and they don't like me because I'm a girl.
I just wish I had even 1 person but nobody wants to be my friend. The people who I have let into my life in the past have stolen from me, hurt me and backstabbed me.
I don't know how to trust, I don't know how to make friends.
Someone, please help me
p.s I'm also fat and ugly.