Hi there. I am Joshua, 28 years old, from the netherlands and half a year ago, i started living on my own, i feel really lonely because i am too afraid of getting out of the house.. I have help / coaching, they will help me find a place surrounded by others.. But since then i need to wait till we find a good place.. i feel like i'm getting more and more sad how my life has become so empty... it's weekend again and nowhere to go. wish i had friends. well i do but i'm avoiding them also.. I am terrified and did a few suicide attempts, but i need to stay strong now.. I just want a happy social life and have a job or a study and everything.. I compare myself to others also a lot. I have autism which makes it even worse... Is there hope yet?