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post #1 of 4 (permalink) Old 07-31-2020, 01:29 AM Thread Starter
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Hello, I'm new here.
I'm 32 from Germany and have severe depression and social anxiety/AvPD. Lots of childhood trauma from bullying and isolation. I feel lost and confused about life and I can't find a place to belong to. Been in therapy for years, but it didn't help me much.
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post #2 of 4 (permalink) Old 07-31-2020, 02:31 AM
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Welcome to the site. Lots of people on this site had issues with childhood trauma from bullying and isolation so your not alone. So how does SA affect you on a daily basis?
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Hey User Not Found, welcome to SAS.

Even if our scars donít match thereís no wrong you canít make better if you can figure out a way to change your mind.

And sure thereís things I regret not doing or doing. Those thoughts climb my spine like spiders, and then Iím really the stranger in my own bed,

and that ball of nervous gets pushed into every crack. Thatís whatís holding the bricks together.


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Welcome to the site. Lots of people on this site had issues with childhood trauma from bullying and isolation so your not alone. So how does SA affect you on a daily basis?

Thanks. I have AvPD, severe SA. Fortunately, I can leave my home but I avoid talking to people. I don't trust people and I think that they'll either hurt me or leave me (when they manage to gain my trust). So I've become cold, distant and avoidant. I even started to have strong schizoid tendencies (my misanthropy and overall disappointmend in our society isn't helping either). I'm just fed up with everything. With life. I wish I could leave this ugly meatsack, become a bird and just fly away from this human drama ****.


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