I'm a 35 yo male, living in Sweden, long history of depression, OCB, SA, SSRIs, mental health issues in general.
I'm looking for someone to juggle/discuss/philosophy specifically subjective experiences and internalities concerning mental pathos.
It would be really nice if you've had good experiences from SSRIs (myself being on Sertraline), especially its working effects and also experiences of misery when being off it.
I've been sort of writing a "diary" the last 6 years or so, (more notes than an actual diary writing something each day,) and I find myself not coming to great conclusions, eventhough I have lots of "information" about myself (thoughts and feelings), I can't really put the puzzle together... It's like I'm just either circling, or the stuff I've writtten is in hindsight just nonsense (but at the time it felt valuable) and reality seems to be get more complicated the more I try to figure it out. Maybe that's just the way it is =)
Anyway, I'm really curious to hearing other people's subjectivity and getting some analysis on mine, I'd really appreciate it.
Thanks for reading, drop me me a PM or reply here if you feel you are up for it.