ssɐlƃ ƃuᴉʞool ǝɥʇ ɥƃnoɹɥ┴
Join Date: Oct 2012
Location: Florida, Oosa
I'm like that one gear, in a well oiled machine, that is warped and only functions on occasion, which in turn throws off the rest of the machine into utter chaos. I just don't fit very well into a group setting, and what is worst, I don't want to fit in because I don't like being part of that machine, I would rather do my own thing.
That is my ultimate red flag, and it is not the cool loner type red flag, where I aim to get the admiration of others and be looked up upon as some creative genius, I really do just want to be left alone by most people.. I think that scares some people, because they can't relate on a fundamental level, as far as they are concerned we all need to be part of some system. I imagine, to people who do function well in that sociological machine, or aspire to one day function within it, it is assumed I would rather see it all fall apart which is untrue. If anything, I feel kind of guilty whenever I am in a social setting, because I feel like I am causing it harm. I don't think many people can understand, a few of us, just don't want to be part of it all. We don't hate it, we don't want to see the whole of society fall apart, we don't feel cheated or vindictive, we just don't want to be part of it.
The concept is so alien, that it is bound to set off a ton of red flags.
Live and let live
"Whoever fights monsters should
see to it that in the process he does not become a
monster. And if you gaze long enough into an abyss,
the abyss will gaze back into you."