Have the doctors on Thursday, after they failed to prescribe what I need the ****tards to, to help me get through the winter depression. Last year they took 2 ****ing months to *not prescribe agomelatine (and for me to find out). This time they won't prescribe a low dose pregabalin + moclobemide because "they don't have experience with those meds", except they have been prescribing me pregabalin for the last year until a few months back. So they write to the psychiatrist (who I have been discharged from) and its going to take ****ing months. I don't have months, I fail this degree soon.
They also trolled me by charging Ł60 for evidence of my problems for the uni, and couldn't even be arsed to get a doctor to fill it in, they got a nurse practitioner who is ****ing retired (so probably won't count). I swear they are just ****ing with me.
So, on Thursday, naturally they won't prescribe me anything of use. I will tell them I am going to buy agomelatine powder from a somewhat reputable site on the internet, and I would appreciate it if they would do the necessary liver tests so I don't die. I will add that I can advise them which liver tests to do if they are unable to read the little manual which ****ing tells them.
Failing that, I am just going to order a bunch of kratom in and use it to boost my mood temporarily to go to lectures and do assignments. This is no way to live, and it's not a solution to a damn thing, but since all the help I seem able to get is 6 sessions of CBT in 12-18 weeks I am running out of options. I can do a course break for a year, which isn't going to help, because I will be even worse next year.
Enough about me, lets talk about you, what do you think about me?