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ugh I kind of asked the okcupid girl out. so I'm in the waiting for a reply ordeal. then comes either the date ordeal or the rejection ordeal. why is everything an ordeal to me?

I mean I like that I wanted to, that I'm interested in someone. but also my anxiety is kicked off. so sleep tonight will be minimal, etc.

I guess my feelings re work = fed up. I've been going there too long, so isolated, stress is building up. one of these days it's going to be quitting time. but the problem is perennial since I haven't solved the problem of self isolating non talking etc. whatever I do once I quit will be just as cursed as everything else I've done previously.

I can imagine a relationship which could make me happy again. it's not that unlikely, I've had that before. so maybe? at this stage it's just an abstraction. it's also kind of hard to imagine someone else being happy with me? I just need to remind myself that the social hierarchy is actually bs and my behaviour with people in general isn't reflective of my behaviour with a date. it's been a year... really a long time. I've gotten kind of stuck in my ways. idk.

anyway I guess she'll reply later or tomorrow... I just have to put it out of my mind and get some sleep.

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I wrote a song! Here are the lyrics...

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And they do (and they do),
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and they do (and they do),
C G7
and they do (and they do, and they do, and they do)

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My mom has taken this week off for some church **** and has the nerve to complain I’m not working full time just like my bro, it’s like yeah I could work more but maybe you should think about all the money I could’ve saved if I wasn’t regularly having to pay down bills you decide not to touch for months on end until there’s a cut off notice in the mail, and what has all their slaving done for them? The both of them work full time and are clearly ****ed financially, not to mention neither have ever thought to ask about me and why part time work is far more reasonable for me, I’ve struggled with anxiety and depression since high school and realized in all that time that it’s better to maintain work that’s not going to burn me out creating even more of a burden when I have to then scramble to find a new gig because I’ve been dismissed or have to quit due to personal overloading, “oh well if you lived alone”...right because both of you can afford to live alone, he had to move back here, barely paid his rent, and now lives with 3 or 4 people downtown, & without me who knows where my mom would be? Who’s the one that has found us places how many times after evictions? Or got dad to help out when he’s as reluctant as he is, and god forbid she ask the church, a place that’s supposed to help when in need, for assistance at any of the many points we could’ve used it, nope I’ll just look at Kwaku as lazy and judge him as such and never try to understand his choices or even ask what underlies them cause that’s what makes a good and supportive family member, the both of you can piss off
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I heard that some caffeine is good for a person. A little alcohol can be a good sleeping aid. I stay away from energy drinks, and alcohol drinks. However I will drink one bottle of pop a day.
Well, not for me. It jacks me up. I'm fine with water, low calorie drinks, and protein shakes any day.


@blue2 I dont really need caffeine to wake me up. Haha. A lot of people do, though. Once I'm awake, I'm awake. Lol I can say I've never had a hangover. They sound miserable. xD

Oh no. Well at least you can hang out with Casper.
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Well, not for me. It jacks me up. I'm fine with water, low calorie drinks, and protein shakes any day.
I drink pop because I need to be jacked up.
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Is to hate, hate, hate me

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And they do (and they do),

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and they do (and they do),

C G7

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^ yeah the level of detail is pretty cool.


I'm re-watching Parks and Rec and noticed people refer to Ben Wyatt as a Manic Pixie Dream Guy (in fact he's mentioned on the Manic Pixie Dream Girl wikipedia page as well.) I was thinking about that and it's kind of sad that he's framed that way mostly just for being supportive and them having a slightly a-typical dynamic lol. It's also kind of ridiculous because Leslie is so positive anyway (and if anything Ben is drawn to her because of her positivity because he's more serious/cynical..)

I think Andy is probably closer to the trope in a way even though he was meant to be a stunted adult, but since April is a very negative character it ends up closer, still doesn't entirely work though since he has his own character arc and a bunch of other things that don't fit the trope.


well the clip I was looking for isn't on YT, or at least not in short form but for some reason this dub of whatever cartoon this is is:


Also just remembered this:


Also Orin is the best character lol (they finally uploaded all the clips on their channel lol so I don't have to link several videos):


Oh no they missed out some of the best scenes who is editing these things (I think the first clip they missed accidentally since they included an irrelevant scene from the art gallery):



Also that whole episode was pretty funny:



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Know your ACE (adverse childhood experiences) score?
Sometimes, SA is a symptom of significant developmental, attachment or interpersonal trauma (emotional neglect counts). If you're still stuck after you've tried SA treatments such as CBT and exposure, research C-PTSD and see if it resonates. Here's an awesome resource. Complex PTSD: From Surviving to Thriving
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It’s so hot out.
There’s a breeze but even that feels like someone’s using the hair dryer on your face.

And the silent night will shatter
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