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I think I have no individuality. I don't know what "me" is. Most of the time I do things because they are the things I'm supposed to do. Suppressing everything inside.

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Secondary care just told me to **** off, pretty much, "get a referral from your GP and another assessment if you want to come back into the service". For what, another 3 year wait for therapy?

Meanwhile I am totally collapsing because the day of lectures totally ****ed up my neck and don't know if I can face it again, but this neck isn't getting any better ever, so this is all I have. It's basically somehow do the course, worsen my neck, feel worse pain, or just ****ing end it because I cant live just lying in my bed and going to Tesco any more as "a life". I can do the course from here, but that isn't the ****ing point of it, the point is for me to socialise and be out in the world, but I cant do that


IF I CANT ****ING USE CHAIRS.

Enough about me, lets talk about you, what do you think about me?
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not a single decent concert here for months. if i knew more people, theres probably small invite only dj sessions or some good live music but i dont. Just searching online gets me concerts like Sam Smith and A1 (why are they still playing?) for hundreds of dollars a ticket smh

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lol, how weird....I randomly decided to listen to "Kashmir" by Led Zeppelin a little bit ago and then watched this video by some girl on YouTube not long after and that song was playing in the background.

(I know the sentence structure is bad...whatever)
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Secondary care just told me to **** off, pretty much, "get a referral from your GP and another assessment if you want to come back into the service". For what, another 3 year wait for therapy?

Meanwhile I am totally collapsing because the day of lectures totally ****ed up my neck and don't know if I can face it again, but this neck isn't getting any better ever, so this is all I have. It's basically somehow do the course, worsen my neck, feel worse pain, or just ****ing end it because I cant live just lying in my bed and going to Tesco any more as "a life". I can do the course from here, but that isn't the ****ing point of it, the point is for me to socialise and be out in the world, but I cant do that


IF I CANT ****ING USE CHAIRS.
Sorry to hear that Bob - it's terrible you have to live in such pain all the time. Wish I could think of something to help.

Maybe you could just do one week there and one week at home to let your neck recover - not the best solution but it might work.
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lol, how weird....I randomly decided to listen to "Kashmir" by Led Zeppelin a little bit ago and then watched this video by some girl on YouTube not long after and that song was playing in the background.

(I know the sentence structure is bad...whatever)
Bit of a classic there - I used to like a bit of Led Zeppelin myself. Pretty sure the very first album I ever bought was Led Zeppelin II. I used to play it incredibly loud (it was compulsory) up in the front room of our house.

My father said if that was the sort of music I was going to buy he wasn't going to give me any more pocket-money.

Jeez, what a party-pooper.

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Bit of a classic there - I used to like a bit of Led Zeppelin myself. Pretty sure the very first album I ever bought was Led Zeppelin II. I used to play it incredibly loud (it was compulsory) up in the front room of our house.

My father said if that was the sort of music I was going to buy he wasn't going to give me any more pocket-money.

Jeez, what a party-pooper.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HQmmM_qwG4k
Now I have Dazed and Confused going through my head lol
Probably my favorite LZ song.
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Well, some guy at a gas station told me he could see about getting me a job that pays $8 an hour ten miles from me. I can't walk there but he said the manager or whoever could pick me up and take me there. Maybe I'd only have to pay gas every other time instead of every single day or even if I'm broke.

He said its a cooking job I think. If I have to be a waitress, I'll pass that offer cause I couldn't handle that. But those tips would be nice. :/ I couldn't quite understand him cause he wasn't born in America and I didn't want to be rude, so I just tried my best to understand what he was saying. He's always friendly to me. Maybe if I see him at work, hell let me know. I see him every now and then there.
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I'm afraid I have absolutely no idea what that means - does that mean she has Apserger's?

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Well, some guy at a gas station told me he could see about getting me a job that pays $8 an hour ten miles from me. I can't walk there but he said the manager or whoever could pick me up and take me there. Maybe I'd only have to pay gas every other time instead of every single day or even if I'm broke.

He said its a cooking job I think. If I have to be a waitress, I'll pass that offer cause I couldn't handle that. But those tips would be nice. :/ I couldn't quite understand him cause he wasn't born in America and I didn't want to be rude, so I just tried my best to understand what he was saying. He's always friendly to me. Maybe if I see him at work, hell let me know. I see him every now and then there.
Such a shame you can't get a better paying job - I can't believe they pay you such terrible money over there.

Plus you need to move out.
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Now I have Dazed and Confused going through my head lol
Probably my favorite LZ song.
Yeah, great song mate.
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I was just thinking I'm very glad I didn't agree to have a baby with my friend that now says she's bipolar. God what a disaster that would have been.

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