Join Date: Jan 2004
Location: Coastal New Jersey
Somehow I made it home last night
My friend couldn't drive me home or to the train station because she was really tired/sickly because she is on Suboxone, which is taken for addiction to opiates. So, I decided to walk in the rain to the train station. She said she could get her dad to take me but I didn't want to have him do that, even though he wouldn't care and likes me a lot. Anyway, I couldn't find the train station somehow. I mean I knew where it was but I just mixed myself up. I normally don't leave from this town. I must have walked well over a mile in the pouring rain/sleet or whatever it was last night. I was freaking out, calling her on my BlackBerry, not knowing what I was doing. I eventually made it to the NEXT train station north, Belmar, which is one stop from my town, and I have no idea how I did that. Of course I had missed the last train so I had to call 3 or 4 different cab companies before I could get a ride. I was soaking wet to the maximum. At that point I could hardly move my fingers.
I have no idea how I couldn't find the train station, having walked both ways on the tracks looking for it.... I am from this area and ride my bike along the tracks all summer....... In situations like this, things only get worse for me. I just get lost and maybe disoriented. My upper right leg is sore and it's hard to walk. I guess it's from running so much, or so hard. What a terrible night that was.